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Tatala Saikate

Kahe Visaya Mana

"Scorched on the Sandy Beach" — 47. Tātala Saikate

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दिखाएँ
टेक्स्ट
tātala saikate, bāri-bindu-sama, suta-mita-ramaṇī-samāje tohe visari mana, tāhe samarpala, ab majhu habo kon kāje
अर्थ

O Lord, completely forgetting You, I have offered my mind unto the society of women, children, and friends—but this experience has been just like offering a drop of water unto the burning hot sands of the beach. How can I possibly be relieved of this great misery?

mādhava! hāma pariṇām nirāśā tuhuṅ jaga-tāraṇa, dīna doyā-moy, ataye tohāri viśoyāsā
अर्थ

O Mādhava! As a consequence, I am rendered totally despondent. You are the savior of the universe, and are merciful to the helpless souls. Therefore I place my hope only in You.

ādha janama hāma, ninde goyāyaluṅ, jarā śiśu koto-dina gelā nidhuvane ramaṇī, rasa-raṅge mātala, tohe bhajabo kon belā
अर्थ

Wandering about in a half-alive condition, I spent my life in utter disgrace. Uncountable days passed as a frivolous child and a useless old man. I have been intoxicated by the pleasure of sharing romantic adventures with beautiful young women. When will I ever get a chance to worship You?

koto caturānana, mari mari jāota, na tuyā ādi avasānā tohe janami puna, tohe samāota, sāgara-laharī samānā
अर्थ

Numberless Brahmās have died one after another, whereas You are without beginning or end. All of them take birth from You and are again absorbed into You, just like waves in the ocean.

bhaṇaye vidyāpati, śeṣa śamana-bhoy, tuyā vinā gati nāhi ārā ādi-anādika, nātha kahāyasi, bhava-tāraṇa bhāra tohārā
अर्थ

Vidyāpati confesses that now, at the end of his life, he is fearful of death. O Lord! There is no shelter other than You. You will always remain celebrated as being the Lord of both the beginning and the beginningless. Now the responsibility for my deliverance from the material world is entirely Yours.