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Avajnaya Bhartur Maha Ghora

avajñāya bhartur mahā-ghora-daṇḍaṁ guror bhāṣitaṁ ca vyatikramya caṇḍam niṣedhoddhurāṁ kiṅkarīm ākṣipantī hare kṛṣṇa nātheti bālā japantī
Translation

Disregarding her husband's terrible, dreadful punishment, and transgressing the harsh words of her elder, casting aside the maidservant who tried fiercely to restrain her, she goes forth repeating aloud, "O Hari! O Krishna! O my Lord!"

rasan-megha-jāle taḍidbhiḥ karāle galad-vāridhāre durantāndhakāre milad-bhūri-doṣe sakhi me pradoṣe prayāṇāya lajjām anādṛtya sajjā
Translation

In the thick rainclouds terrible with lightning, streaming with rain, in the boundless darkness, in this evening dense with gathering perils, my friend, disregarding shame, is ready to set out.

adūrollasad-bhallukārabdha-yuddhaṁ valad-dandaśūkāvalī-bhoga-ruddham samantād dhvanad-vāyasārāti-bhīmaṁ rasotphullam ullaṅghya kāntāra-sīmām
Translation

Crossing the border of this fearsome forest, alive with sound and passion -- where nearby bears have begun to fight, where the path is blocked by the coiling bodies of swarming serpents, where on every side the terrifying hooting of owls resounds --

praviśyānavadyaṁ latā-geha-madhyaṁ dhṛtautsukya-cakrā nisargād avakrā nakhāgra-pralūnaiḥ su-gandhi-prasūnaiḥ payaḥ-phena-kalpaṁ vyadhatteha talpam
Translation

she entered the flawless midst of a bower of creepers, her eagerness unwavering, her nature ever guileless, and there prepared a bed resembling foam upon water, made of fragrant flowers plucked with the tips of her nails.

praṇītekṣaṇeyaṁ muhus te padavyāṁ dadhānā mukunda spṛhāṁ navya-navyām alabdhaṁ tatas tvām avetyāti-khinnā babhūva prasūneṣu-bāṇair vibhinnā
Translation

She, Mukunda, kept her eyes fixed again and again upon your path, cherishing an ever-fresh longing; but then, understanding you had not come, she grew utterly distressed, pierced through by the flower-arrows of Cupid.

sukaṇṭhī śaṭheyaṁ bhajantī prajalpaṁ muhur bhāvayantī nimeṣaṁ ca kalpam cakārādya kuñje batālabdha-kāme sakhi jāgaraṁ sambhramād ekikā me
Translation

O deceiver, this sweet-voiced girl kept indulging in restless chatter, feeling each passing moment stretch into an age; today, in the bower, my friend spent the whole night awake alone, agitated, her hoped-for union unattained.

aho bhāgyam adya prapanno 'si sadyas tvam asminn agāre yad ārān murāre sakhī-vṛnda-dṛṣṭir dhṛtānanda-vṛṣṭir babhūvātta-raṅgaṁ vilokya tvad-aṅgam
Translation

What great fortune -- you have finally arrived at once in this bower nearby, O Murari! The gaze of the sakhis, raining down joy, became filled with delight upon beholding your body, marked with colours.

dukūlasya lakṣmīṁ samantād viśālāṁ asau vīkṣya pītasya te malli-mālā luṭhantī kucodbhāsi-kāśmīra-paṅke nijaṁ pītam aṅgaṁ cakārādya śaṅke
Translation

Seeing all around the great splendour of your yellow silk garment, that jasmine garland of yours, rolling in the saffron paste glistening on her breasts, seems today, I suspect, to have made its own white body yellow.

vikīrṇālakāntaḥ pariśrānti-kāntas tava vyakta-tandraḥ sphuraty āsya-candraḥ kṛtānaṅga-yāgaṁ vibhaktāṅga-rāgaṁ nakhāṅkālī-pātraṁ tathedaṁ ca gātram
Translation

Your moon-like face, its locks disheveled, its beauty weary, shows plainly your drowsiness; and this body of yours, its cosmetic markings disturbed, bears the marks of nails, a testimony to the sacrifice offered to Cupid.

sphurad-bandhujīva-prasūnāpta-saṅgaṁ parispardhamāno vilāsena bhṛṅgam mudaṁ kasya bimbādharas tena raktaḥ karoty ujjvalaṁ kajjalenādya saktaḥ
Translation

Rivalling in its sport the bee that clings to the radiant bandhujiva flower, whose delight does your bimba-red lower lip, reddened by that contact and now brightened with smeared collyrium, arouse today?

alaṁ deva divyena jāne bhavantaṁ sadā rādhikāyām ati-premavantam alindāt kuru tvaṁ mamādhi-prabhātaṁ drutaṁ gopa-kanyā-bhujaṅga prayātam
Translation

Enough, my Lord, of these divine oaths -- I know well that you are always deeply in love with Radhika. Now quickly leave this veranda and set forth, O philanderer among the cowherd maidens, and put an end to my anxiety this dawn.

iti prema-garbhaṁ samākarṇya sarvaṁ tadā rādhikālī-giraṁ ratna-mālī haris toṣa-bhāraṁ sa vindann apāraṁ sadā me mahiṣṭhaṁ vidhattām abhīṣṭam
Translation

Having heard all these words filled with love from Radhika's dear friend, Hari, wearing his jewelled garland, felt boundless satisfaction; may he always grant me my cherished desire.

nayanerita-mānasabhū-viśikhaḥ śirasi pracala-pracalāka-śikhaḥ muralī-dhvanibhiḥ surabhi svarayan paśupī-viraha-vyasanaṁ tirayan
Translation

Shooting arrows of Cupid through his glances, the peacock feather trembling upon his crown, filling the fragrant air with the sound of his flute, ending the anguish of separation felt by the cowherd girls --

parito jananī-paritoṣakaraḥ sakhi lampaṭayann akhilaṁ bhuvanam taruṇī-hṛdayaṁ karuṇī vidadhat taralaṁ sarale kara-lambi-guṇaḥ
Translation

gladdening his mothers on every side, my friend, making a wanton of the entire universe, the compassionate one rendering the hearts of young women restless, O guileless one, a rope hanging from his hand --

divasoparame paramollasitaḥ kalaśastani he vilasad-dhasitaḥ atasī-kusumaṁ vihasan mahasā hariṇī-kulam ākulayan sahasā
Translation

as the day draws to its close, greatly jubilant, O full-breasted one, his laughter playful and radiant, his splendour mocking even the flax flower, he suddenly throws the herds of does into confusion --

praṇayi-pravaṇaḥ subhaga-śravaṇa- pracalan-makaraḥ sa-sakhi-prakaraḥ madayann amarīr bhramayan bhramarīr militaḥ katibhiḥ śikhināṁ tatibhiḥ
Translation

inclined with love, his shark-shaped earrings swaying at his lovely ears, surrounded by his troop of friends, maddening even the wives of the demigods, setting the bees whirling, joined by flocks of peacocks --

ayam ujjvalayan vrajabhū-saraṇiṁ ramayan kramaṇair mṛdubhir dharaṇim ajire militaḥ kalita-pramade harir udvijase tad api pramade
Translation

he, illuminating the very pathway of Vraja, delighting the earth with his soft footsteps, has now arrived in the courtyard, full of joy -- O joyful one, do you still feel anxious?

vada mā paruṣaṁ hṛdaye na ruṣaṁ racaya tvam ataś cala vibhramataḥ udite mihikā-kiraṇe na hi kā rabhasād ayi taṁ bhajate dayitam
Translation

Speak no harsh word, hold no anger in your heart; now, dear one, go to him with playful grace -- for when the cool, moonlike one has risen, does not every woman eagerly go at once to her beloved?

kalaya tvarayā vilasat-sicayaḥ prasaraty abhito yuvati-nicayaḥ nidadhāti harir nayanaṁ saraṇau tava vikṣipa sa-praṇayaṁ caraṇau
Translation

See how, in haste, the flock of young women with their fluttering garments spreads out all around; Hari fixes his eyes upon your path -- lovingly set your feet in motion toward him.

iti tām upadiśya tadā sva-sakhīṁ lalitā kila mānitayā vimukhīm anayat prasabhād iva yāṁ javataḥ kurutāt sa harir bhavikaṁ bhavataḥ
Translation

Thus instructing her own friend, who out of pride had turned away, Lalita then led her almost forcibly, swiftly, to Krishna -- may that same Hari grant you all good fortune.

About Avajnaya Bhartur Maha Ghora

A long narrative Sanskrit poem of Rupa Goswami, in the ornate style of his dramatic works, in which a sakhi recounts Radha's defiance of her husband's threats and her elder's warnings to keep a tryst with Krishna through a stormy, snake-infested night -- waiting alone in a forest bower, aching with unfulfilled longing, until Krishna finally arrives at dawn amid his flute-playing and troop of friends. The poem closes with Lalita gently but firmly leading her friend, still nursing wounded pride, into Krishna's presence.

Verses
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Who wrote Avajnaya Bhartur Maha Ghora?

Avajnaya Bhartur Maha Ghora was composed by Rupa Goswami.

What is the meaning of Avajnaya Bhartur Maha Ghora?

Disregarding her husband's terrible, dreadful punishment, and transgressing the harsh words of her elder, casting aside the maidservant who tried fiercely to restrain her, she goes forth repeating aloud, "O Hari! O Krishna! O my Lord!"

How many verses does Avajnaya Bhartur Maha Ghora have?

Avajnaya Bhartur Maha Ghora has 20 verses.

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