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Āmi To' Cañcala Mati Amaryāda Khudra Ati
hari he
āmi to' cañcala-mati amaryāda khudra ati
asūya-prasaba sadā mora
pāpiṣṭha kṛtaghna mānī nṛśaṁsa bañcane jñānī
kāma-baśe thāki sadā ghora
अर्थ
O Lord Kṛṣṇa, I am always restless at heart, ill-mannered, petty, envious, sinful, ungrateful, proud, cruel, vicious, expert in cheating others, ferocious, horrible, and always in lust's grip.
e heno durjana ho'ye e duḥkha-jaladhi bo'ye
caritechi soṁsāra-sāgore
kemone e bhabāmbudhi pāra ho'ye nirabadhi
taba pada-sebā mile more
अर्थ
Being so wicked, I am always plunged in an ocean of sufferings. I swim in the ocean of birth and death. How will I find the shore of the ocean of birth and death? How will I find service to Your feet?
tomāra koruṇā pāi taba to' toriyā jāi
amki e duranta-sāgora
tumi prabhu śrī-caraṇe rākho dāse dhūli-sane
nahe bhaktibinoda kātora
अर्थ
Only if I get Your mercy will I cross this impassable ocean. O Lord, please keep this servant with the dust under Your graceful feet. Then Bhaktivinoda will no longer suffer.