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Kalahantarita

sīdati sakhi mama hṛdayam adhīram yad abhajam iha na hi gokula-vīram
Translation

O friend, my restless heart sinks in anguish, because I did not embrace here the hero of Gokula.

nākarṇayam ati-suhṛd-upadeśam mādhava-cāṭu-paṭalam api leśam
Translation

I did not listen, even a little, to the well-meaning advice of my dearest friends, nor to Madhava's own conciliatory words.

nālokayam arpitam uru-hāram praṇamantam ca dayitam anuvāram
Translation

I did not even look at the magnificent necklace he offered, nor at my beloved as he bowed low before me again and again.

hanta sanātana-guṇam abhiyāntam kim adhārayam aham urasi na kāntam
Translation

Alas, why did I not draw to my own breast my beloved, endowed with eternal, constant qualities, as he came toward me?

About Kalahantarita

One of the most celebrated verses in Gaudiya literature: Radha's own lament of self-reproach after having, in a fit of pique, turned away Krishna's advances — why did I not draw my beloved to my breast when he came to me? Composed by Rupa Goswami for his play Vidagdha-madhava, this is among the verses Chaitanya-charitamrita records Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu reciting again and again in intense separation during his final years at the Gambhira in Puri.

Verses
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Frequently asked

Who wrote Kalahantarita?

Kalahantarita was composed by Rupa Goswami.

What is the meaning of Kalahantarita?

O friend, my restless heart sinks in anguish, because I did not embrace here the hero of Gokula.

How many verses does Kalahantarita have?

Kalahantarita has 4 verses.

Can I download Kalahantarita as a PPT or PDF?

Yes. A ready-to-display slide deck for Kalahantarita — verse and translation on each slide — is available to download in both PowerPoint (.pptx) and PDF formats from this page, for use in kirtan or temple programs.