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Yamihe Kamiha Saranam

yāmihe kamiha śaraṇaṁ sakhī-jana-vacana-vañcitā
Translation

Where shall I go? What refuge is there for me here, deceived as I am by the words of my companions?

kathita-samaye'pi harir ahaha na yayau vanam mama viphalam idam amala-rūpam api yauvanam
Translation

Even at the promised time, alas, Hari did not come to the forest. My youth, though flawless in form, has become useless.

yad-anugamanāya niśi gahanam api śīlitam tena mama hṛdayam idam asama-śara-kīlitam
Translation

To follow him, I traversed even the dense forest at night; by him this heart of mine has been pierced by Kama's peerless arrows.

mama maraṇam eva varam iti vitatha-ketanā kim iha viṣahāmi virahānalam acetanā
Translation

Death alone is better for me, I think, now that my tryst has proved false; why must I, senseless, endure this fire of separation here?

mām ahaha vidhurayati madhura-madhu-yāminī kāpi harim anubhavati kṛta-sukṛta-kāminī
Translation

Alas, this sweet spring night torments me, while some other fortunate woman, blessed by her good deeds, enjoys Hari's company.

ahaha kalayāmi valayādi-maṇi-bhūṣaṇam hari-viraha-dahana-vahanena bahu-dūṣaṇam
Translation

Alas, I now regard my bejeweled ornaments — bangles and the rest — as a great torment, for they only feed the burning fire of separation from Hari.

kusuma-sukumāra-tanum atanu-śara-līlayā srag api hṛdi hanti mām ativiṣama-śīlayā
Translation

With my body delicate as a flower, struck by the sportive arrows of the bodiless Kama, even a garland, so cruel by nature, now strikes my heart.

aham iha nivasāmi na-gaṇita-vana-vetasā smarati madhusūdano mām api na cetasā
Translation

I stay here, heedless of the forest's cane-thickets, yet Madhusudana does not remember me, not even in his thoughts.

hari-caraṇa-śaraṇa-jayadeva-kavi-bhāratī vasatu hṛdi yuvatir iva komala-kalāvatī
Translation

May this poetic utterance of Jayadeva, whose refuge is Hari's feet, dwell in your heart like a tender, graceful young woman skilled in the arts.

About Yamihe Kamiha Saranam

A nine-verse Sanskrit lament in the voice of Radha, composed by Jayadeva Goswami (author of the Gita Govinda) in the same viraha idiom as his masterwork. Krishna fails to arrive at their appointed forest meeting, and each verse turns over a different image of her longing -- a moonlit spring night, jeweled ornaments that now feel like fire, a garland that strikes like a weapon -- before the closing verse, in Jayadeva's signature bhanita style, asks that this very poem dwell in the reader's heart like a tender, accomplished young woman.

Verses
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Frequently asked

Who wrote Yamihe Kamiha Saranam?

Yamihe Kamiha Saranam was composed by Jayadeva Goswami.

What is the meaning of Yamihe Kamiha Saranam?

Where shall I go? What refuge is there for me here, deceived as I am by the words of my companions?

How many verses does Yamihe Kamiha Saranam have?

Yamihe Kamiha Saranam has 9 verses.

Can I download Yamihe Kamiha Saranam as a PPT or PDF?

Yes. A ready-to-display slide deck for Yamihe Kamiha Saranam — verse and translation on each slide — is available to download in both PowerPoint (.pptx) and PDF formats from this page, for use in kirtan or temple programs.