Nandgram Dham Vaishnava Songs · nandgramdham.org/songs

Aparādha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama

Choṭa Daśakuśī Lophā — (Choṭa Daśakuśī Lophā)

Instruction & Guidance (Upadeśa)

दिखाएँ

टेक्स्ट

1

aparādha-phale mama citta bhelo bajra-sama tuyā nāme na labhe bikāra hatāśa hoiye hari taba nāma ucca kori' boḍo duḥkhe ḍāki bāra bāra

अर्थ

Because of my past offenses, my heart became like a thunderbolt. I had no ecstatic love for Your holy name. Now my hopes are all destroyed. In great distress I call Your name again and again.

2

dīna doyāmoya koruṇā-nidāna bhāba-bindhu dei rākhoha parāṇa

अर्थ

O Lord merciful to the poor! O origin of all of mercy! Please save my life! Please rescue me from this ocean of birth and death!

3

kabe tuyā nāma-uccaraṇe mora nayane jharabo daradara lora

अर्थ

When will my eyes be beautified by filling with tears that constantly glide down as I chant Your holy Name?*

4

gadgada-swara kaṇṭhe upajabo mukhe bolo ādha ādha bāhirābo

5

pulake barabo śarīra hāmāra sweda-kampa-stambha habe bāra bāra

अर्थ

When will the hairs of my body stand erect in transcendental happiness, and when will perspiration, trembling, and being stunned be manifested on my body as I chant Your holy name?

6

bibarṇa-śarīre hārāobuṅ jñāna nāma-samāśroye dharobuṅ parāṇa

अर्थ

When will I turn pale and I fall unconscious as I keep my life under the shelter of Your holy name?

7

milabo hāmāra kiye aiche dina rowe bhaktibinoda mati hīna

अर्थ

Foolish Bhaktivinoda cries out, "O Lord, when will that day be mine?"