Gāite Gāite Nāma Ki Daśā Hoilo
What became of me, as I chanted and chanted the holy name? In my heart I realized, "I am an eternal servant of Kṛṣṇa."
I realized that, caught in Māyā's trap in this dead material world, and separated from Kṛṣṇa, I was suffering in many different ways.
I did not think anything in this world was good. Where will I go to see Kṛṣṇa?" That was my constant thought.
I wept and wept. A great monsoon of tears rose in my eyes.
My Lord Govinda, because of separation from You, I consider even a moment a great millenium.* I have no power to bear being separated from You. (Daśakuśī)
Seeing the fourteen worlds are like a great desert, I no longer wish to maintain my life. What will I do? What will I do? I am not peaceful. My life will not stay.
O residents of Vraja, please save my life. Please show me Rādhā's master. Please grant Bhaktivinoda's prayer. Please accept him in your company.
I have no power to bear this separation from Lord Kṛṣṇa. In two or four days I will give up this life. (Daśakuśī) Text 9 gāite gobinda-nāma upajilo bhāba-grāma dekhilāṅ jamunāra kūle bṛṣabhānu-sutā-saṅge śyāma-naṭa-bara-raṅge bāṁśarī bājāya nīpa-mūle gāite - sing
As I gazed at the glorious divine couple, my heart became unsteady. Then I lost consciousness. How long was I unconscious? I don't know. When I became conscious again, the vision had gone. (Jāmbphi Lophā)
O sakhīs, how will I maintain my life? Every moment has become like a yuga! (Daśakuśī)
Becoming unsteady, Bhaktivinoda again takes shelter of the holy name. He calls out, "O master of Rādhā! Please show Yourself to me! Please save my life, so I will not die!"