Ore Mana Bhalonahi Lage E Samsar
ore mana bhālo nāhi lāge e soṁsāra
From Kalyanakalpataru by Bhaktivinoda Thakura.
This section, on nirveda, disillusionment with ordinary material existence arising from genuine spiritual clarity rather than despair, is the first half of Upalabdhi, realization, the second of Kalyana-Kalpataru's three main divisions. Its five songs, all addressed directly to the mind, work through why ordinary life fails to satisfy — hope repeatedly placed in things that cannot fulfil it, desire for both bhukti, material enjoyment, and mukti, liberation itself, treated as attachments to release rather than a final goal Bhaktivinoda Thakura's broader theological writing consistently distinguishes mere liberation from actual devotional service, arguing that Gaudiya Vaishnava practice aims higher than either enjoyment or an impersonal escape from the world. The section's longest song, at thirteen verses, opens with the claim that a human birth is rare and easily wasted on sense gratification — the single most recorded song in this section — before the section closes on an image of active offering, the body given up rather than merely denied, setting up Anutapa, the section on repentance that follows directly after.
5 songs
ore mana bhālo nāhi lāge e soṁsāra
ore mana bāribāra āśā keno koro
ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā koro dūra
durlabha mānaba-janma labhiyā soṁsāre
śarīrera sukhe mana deho jalañjali